Ok, the performance was really screwed up. As in, the audience were, not us (: I SHALL NOT SAY WHY :D HAHA. I DIDN'T PLAY MY FIRST SOLO! :D I'M SO AWESOME. Germaine played it (: HOHO :D She did well :DD

It's been a month since...

This whole month have been so nice :D

even if he can't go anywhere much.

Today I'd be playing my first solo and I really hoped he'd be there but it's a private performance so he wouldn't be there D: Today I really hoped I could spend time with him but he'd be studying at home 'cause of his parents while I'll be having band. Maybe, I'll talk on the phone with him or something. It's just 13 more hours to the exact 1 month...

OMG, I think I'm pissed everyday. AND WHY? because of my parents! Oh wow. My life would be so much happier without them. They don't get me, still think that my favourite food is Macs... Still think that my favourite colour is blue, still think that my favourite brand is CONVERSE(oh I don't even have one). AND WORSE OF ALL. They think that I'm spending so much money. Oh yea right. I am, too much. I can't control myself. Go out and see how much the prices have shot up and tell me where in Singapore in the east/central/south and you find any cheaper prices. OKAY? Go read fashion magazines 'cause you're really lousy in it. I don't even need fashion magazines. I really think that fashion magazines are useful for parents who don't get their child :O oppppps.

Every single tee/shorts she buy for me. MUST HAVE RED. I never ever get to go out, ON MY OWN and choose whatever clothes I wanna buy. Whatever pen, whatever bag. JUST everything is chosen by her. AND I DON'T LIKE IT. OMG, it's like as if they just choose the CHEAPEST and never think about whether I'd like it or not. THEY JUST BUY. And when they buy, I don't want it, it's kept in my wardrobe. And when I want to throw them away, they scold me for that and make me put it in the storeroom. WOW, no wonder the house is in a mess. 'cause my parents are so cheapskate and dumb, and STUPID.

1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
The one on my right leg. Okay, I was simply jumping up and down at my tuition centre near the edge of the stage and I fell hard and yea, after 3 years, the scar is still there. :|

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
orange and white paint and some pictures (:

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?

there it is... :D

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
i listen to anything that is:
-not screamo
-got a flowy tune

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
ahh, some lame autumn default picture.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
More time with people

7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GAY MARRIAGES?
I know of it but I don't think all of them lasts. :|

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
around noon.

9. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
YES! :D

10. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Trading yesterday.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK
sometimes.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- won't say it.

13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
black/brown :D

14. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
Don't even use them.

15. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Coffee!

16. FAV MOVIE?
I've got lots of them in my mind...
The Time traveller's wife might be one (I haven't caught it so yeps)
The proposal
The Holiday
and more ! :D

17. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
brownies and cookies and chocolate and candy and ice cream and mango longan and .... ...

18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
er. I don't know.

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
chinese? Hokkien? LOL.

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
erm. Water~ :D

21. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
of course! :D

22. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope. That'd be cool! :O

23. BEST FRIEND?
God, and some other people~ ;D

24. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
energy saver cars :O

25. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE AFTER-LIFE?
I believe in going to heaven to see God :D my daddddyyy~ :D

26. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
beautiful but it might be painful. A strong bond created by God for a couple :D

27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I can't really do anything about falling in love can I? I'd be difficult if it's God's will...

28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Heh. When that someone is next to me, and when we're calm, happy and all.

29. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
A number from 1-100.

30. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
Brunette

31. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
Er. LOL. Jianjie.

32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
er. Won't say it.

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR BIRTH COUNTRY?
yeps.

34. YOUR WEAKNESS?
emotions?

35. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
a hug :D

36. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
Erm, the trip to hongkong?

37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
YES! :D

38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
talking on MSN :/

39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
don't know. don't want to anyways.

40. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
err. don't know? O_O

41. IF POT WAS LEGAL WOULD YOU DO IT?
No

42. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
music

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
DRINK normal sparkling (:

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Oh, I want lots of things :O

• A camera of any MP above 8
• A new table
• bag
• hugs
• chocolate
• candy
• shelves
• unlimited SMS! D:

45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nopes.

46. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I used to.

47. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE SAYING EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON?
of course.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
I love my fingers :D

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Don't find any embarrassing :O

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah, of course! I'm so awesome hahahhaa.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
I might've

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
It depends. actually, just look presentable :D

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Depends on how and what caused my anger.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
CAT3

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Yeah

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
My stuffed toys!

61. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
Not really.

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
some times

63. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
Define religious

64. DOES 11:11 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?
Ratios :O

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?
Of course!

66. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
Pretty much.

67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Gastric, physically. heartaches, emotionally

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
for my levis shoes. yea.

69. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Water?

70. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
No

71. WHAT IS THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
erm. forgot?

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLORS?
don't really have one. blue, grey, green, orange?

73. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
er..

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
not really hahaha.

76. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
Paris, Gath,

77. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK
water?

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Jianjie?

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
the way they react?

80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Nopes.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
sadnessssssss

82. FAVOURITE DRINK?
there's too manyyy

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
-

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
running, basketball, blabla.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Brown.

86. EYE COLOUR?
Super dark brown, wish it was browner.

87. TALL OR SHORT?
Is 1.60cm short or tall?

88. SIBLINGS?
One elder sister

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
December! and November! :D

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
YESSSSSSSSS

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
-

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
12 August? :O

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
er. I think.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring! heh, winter.

95. CHOCOLATE OR CHIPS?
choco~ and chipS! I like both so.. HAHA

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships!

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
don't know.

98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
don't know.

99. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
HAHA. Yea, someone is :D

100. BIGGEST FEAR(S)?
being pulled away from God

My post title has nothing to do with today. LOL I'm just listening to Love drunk and the first 2 words I heard were hit and run so yea. LOL. I'm so hungry, but I'm so fat. D: Today was great. :D LOL. Just that there were very little people. Ronghui... IS SO MEAN D: hurrrrr. But anyways, I told him alrd and he said okay so yeps. I hope everything is ok :O He's going away for ... for the next 2 days... -sigh- Dx But at least I get to see him on Wednesday! :3

ok, first of all... SEAN IS SO MUCH TALLER! He's like... 1CM taller than me now. OMGGGGGGG SCARY Eyeerr, all the guys are shooting D: I feel short now D: BUT It's ok :D Guys are the ones who should be the ones protecting us! So they should be taller! HOOHOOO. I feel so mean :3 I WANT TO PEE. OK BYEEE

I want tomorrow now. LOLOL.

The first thing that happened before I stepped into the house, my dad scolded me for not opening the door myself. So, if it's not okay that I don't open the door myself, then, may I ask you...

1. Is it okay that I help you get drinks everyday? Is it okay if I get you ice everyday?

2. I'm a human too, of course, I get frustrated. And, I know you do too but, must you merlion it at someone who have nothing to do with your frustration? Don't you have self-control? 'cause I know you've been trying to teach me for years. But, if you don't have something, how the hell are you gonna teach someone else? Like, how a teacher knows nothing but is trying to teach students.

3. It's okay for my sister to shout at the top of her voice for towel EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE SHOWERS? It's okay for her to leave her stuff around? It's okay for her to lose her things and blame others?(Just like the way you are) It's okay for her to make me help her get stuff? Even when I'm busy?

4. It's okay for you to push me around to help you get stuff, buy stuff, buy food, give everything to you?

and helping you with all those named above, you can't just OPEN the door for once? Thanks a lot, dad. I'm quite sure that, if I were to ask you which is my favourite food, you'd probably tell me Macs. But I'm sorry, that's not true anymore, it was true; 10 years ago... And I'm quite sure that, if I were to ask you what would I do if I do something, you'd probably give an absurd answer.

I laughed till I cried today (: It was SOOO funny. We caught the 1:10PM movie show and at the place we get food... WE Bumped. Into. Mr. Ro.Land. ANDDD... ABIGAIL LEE! HAHA :D Mr. Roland was in the same theatre as us :D HOOO. LOL. Yeps, it was VERY VERY VERY VERY FUNNY. LIKE REALLY. :D ok. BYE! :D

edited, 2 Sept 2009; 4:34PM

While waiting for the movie to start, we ate sandwhiches and sushis Dhyllis made and I thought it was healthy and great :D We still had time after gorging on the food. So we decided to go to the arcade. On our way there, we stopped to play in the water at sky park. We played water volleyball lol. So anyways, we stayed for quite an amount of time. We then decided to leave for the arcade and we ... PLAYED! :D We left the arcade only at 12:50(?) yeps.

After that, I went to the toilet and left my wallet in there. At around 1PM, I realised and ran back to the toilet, asked the cleaner if she saw any and she asked me which cubicle it was in and she handed me my wallet! :D YAYYY. And that's where we bumped into mr. Roland and Abigail Lee :D Yeps.

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

I really think I'd abandoned everything for God; even friends, even him. All I know is that, He'd be there for 
me every single milli-second of my life. Even if 
He "ignores" me, I know He cares. 'cause as written in Romans 8:32; "He who did not spare his own Son, 
but gave him up for us all--how will he not also,
 along with him, graciously give us all things?" The other he probably wouldn't be there for me 24/7. I mean, I 
know he would want to but there'd always be
 things blocking him from doing that. For now, it's his parents. I mean, I know he should study but I feel so down
 when he can't go out everytime :/ Like, 
suddenly I can't be bothered with the world, not even with myself; all I'd wanna do is listen to worship songs.
 I just don't understand myself, I don't understand
 why I'm blogging this up. I just know that I have to put Him above everything else 'cause He's the one I truly 
love most and who'd I turn to.

Anyways, today, I bumped into Amanda Pe twice at CAT3 and she was wearing the Absolut Dependence shirt. roflmao. I loveeee that shirt (: Yeps.

What were we doing at T3?
We left CCPS at 2PM, and we reached Aljunied MRT at 2:20+ We realised that we'd have to rush to reach in time but we didn't so we decided to try running
 for The Cathay at PS then we realised we wouldn't make it either so we headed for our 3rd home; CAT3. Yeps. And that's where I bumped into Amanda... 
So there. 
BYE.